Eye contact

This day started like every other day, he was there, walking towards the school gate with his head slumped over. I walking with my friends towards the club that had me write this. So this boy turns around just in enough time to see my eyes looking at him. Our eyes met and I knew that even though we have troubles and we may have awkward couple moments, I still love him. His heart may belong to me but his head his somewhere else, in the clouds somewhere.

I try so hard to keep up with him. His friends, his emotions, his schoolwork, his family, etc. I try and connect with everyone but here I am now waiting for him to reply. I need to be with him. I feel like I am no good for him. He doesn’t need to be with a girl who is too embarrassed to be publically affectionate.. He needs someone who is there both physically and emotionally. Why does he bother with me? Honestly, I am so confused at why he chose me? Why did our eyes have to meet?